trato de novios

an autopsy of desire

A Great Place to Hang a Leash.


Every last one of them.

"We don't go looking for men. They come looking for us."

The chicas who work los masajes downtown don't lack for street cred. "Where there's money, there's power. Where there's power, there's sex. Where there's sex, there's money." They know men. They know what men want. They know what it costs.

Vatos, tipos, morros....

"Guys come in all shapes and sizes until they take their pants off. Then they're all about one thing."

Carnales, perros, pelados....

"Guys are stupid about sex. An erect penis is a great place to hang a leash. All you have to do is call them corazón or cariño or amor and they'll give you all the money in their pocket. Well, you have to do more than that, but nothing real, nothing sincere, nothing that matters. Nothing you can't do in your sleep."

"Pendejos todos. Es mecánico..."

The men don't even notice.

Los werkos—their uniformes are always clean. She makes sure of that. New tenis. Las libretas forradas. Just like it should be.

"Why do you even care what I do? It isn't hurting anybody."

She had to miss the asamblea Navideña this year at her daughter's school. Still, there will be a tree and something under it. She helps her sister with the new baby on her day off. The bills are paid. Every last one of them.

In her purse: a raffle ticket for charity, a folded ultrasound from her sister, a receipt for condoms. All dated the same week. Two phones. She's Mamá on the school's WhatsApp group and something else on Mileróticos. Krystal. Jazmyn. Nikol.

Most of the chicas have lives that are straight up ordinary, especially the ones with school age kids.

Aside from two things.

They see more cash on a good night than most folks see in a week.

They fuck strangers. Almost every day. Not all the men are strangers. Some are regulars. That's even better. Fewer surprises. Just cash.

Where desperation meets desire and neon paints the night, you don't bite the hand that feeds you—you shoot it in the head.

"The best part is the look in their eyes. Then they offer money—the day's receipts—like that's what this is about. One even pissed his pants. No joke. No one ever has the balls to say sorry. Fuck it. The boss gets blown away tonight."

Qué pedo. Neta

 

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