trato de novios

an autopsy of desire

Root for a Killer.


Testimony is dangerous.

Chicas in the doorway. Tipos on the sidewalk. Fat man on a stool.

Announces the obvious.

La señora keeps track. Who. What. How long. How much. Makes change if you ask her nice.

Dodge Charger at the curb. Blocks traffic. Ministeriales. No one says no. They get what they came for. Disappear.

"Qué les vaya bien... señores."

Condoms by the carton. Prudence by the case.

New girl just started. Saw the sign taped to the wall. You know the one.

There's been a brothel on this corner for forty years. Another across the street. Two down the block.

All this so guys can get their rocks off at two in the afternoon.

Crowd at the bus stop. Man sells hot dogs from a cart. Woman sells tamales, sandwiches, chips, candy.

Walls flash red and blue. La patrulla. On the way to Seven for coffee.

The look on the kid's face when she says, "Está cerrado, corazón." Steel door rolls down from its perch. Two locks say, "Go home. Good night."

This work doesn't just take your money and moan for you. It's the only honest thing you'll read all day.

Root for a killer. Name names. Look in the mirror. Use your fist.

Shit on the powerful who take advantage. Shit on the ones who look away.

Tell Jesus to get down off the cross and fight like a man.

Stop jerking off to ideas. Feed those who are hungry. Don't reduce people to what they do.

Ask what something really costs. Ask if money can hide what's broken.

That reporter who came around with questions. Nobody's seen him in weeks.

What's left?

A note scribbled on a receipt from Oxxo. A memo quietly spoken into a phone. A plea whispered in a dark hall. A threat shouted through a locked door.

These things will be forgotten. Or erased.

Testimony is dangerous. Someone believes it. Doesn't let up. Refuses to go away.

Garbled recordings. Grainy photos. Evidence to be preserved. Or destroyed.

That's the work. Pay the cover. Or stand outside in the rain. Your call. La máquina no da cambio.

It's worth repeating.

Truth is found in the unscripted, the uncomfortable, and the unresolved.

Root for a killer.

Ask if money can hide what's broken.

Go home. Good night.

 

BACK.

It hurts. It costs. La máquina no da cambio. MORE.